To God Be the Glory

I need to write this while it is fresh on my mind. I recently read something that struck a chord with me and I wanted to write my thoughts on it. They said, "God gives us special needs children that He might be glorified." I agree with this. I have many times told people that I would not be the person I am today if I didn't have Kane in my life, my husband wouldn't be who he is, my girls wouldn't be who they are. A few years ago I came to the realization that I am so thankful that Kane has autism. That may sound crazy to many of you, but it is true. If you have ever met Kane you might understand why I feel this way. He has enriched my life in a way that no other child could, and I wouldn't have wanted to miss the opportunity to be his mom, and learn the many things that the Lord has taught me in the process. I have learned patience, peace, and joy in watching Kane grow and learn. I learned to rejoice in and celebrate small victories, and not miss them while looking for the big ones. I have learned to move past my pride and fears in order to do what is needed to help my boy. I continue to look at children differently and with more patience and more hope in what they can accomplish. I have learned to lean on the Lord all the time, all day, and He has been always faithful and true to help. I believe that God has an awesome plan for Kane and our family, I can't wait to see how it all unfolds, and I know I have great responsibility to do all I can to lead Kane and our children in the right direction. So that he will truly be glorified in our special needs child.